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help my best friend keep her apartment!! support the arts!! [23 Nov 2007|10:48pm]

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Original abstract paintings by Stephanie Levay for auction and buy it now on Ebay!
Most are acrylic on canvas, all are made with love.
Even if you don't plan on bidding, please take a minute to appreciate the work of an Albany, NY artist!

Help support a starving artist!

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[27 Jan 2007|05:46pm]

Ladies and Gents,

It's buy a new car week for me!
I have a bunch of new stuff posted on Ebay this week, so check it out!
Plus, shipping special.. buy 3 items, get 1 shipped FREE!

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[22 Jan 2007|02:13pm]
Ladies, I bought myself an awesome coat from [info]shrinkle for my birthday, and it's too short. ;(
Good news is, ITS UP FOR GRABS!


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Size: Medium
Length: 29"
Bust: 34-36"
Waist: 32-34"
Sleeve: 22"
Sleeve inseam: 16"

Want it? It's goin' auction style!
Starting bid: $15.00
(I paid $65, so please keep this in mind when making an offer.)
Please post bids as a comment to this post.


Thanks for looking!

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new stuff! listed at punkmart, rocker_rags and hotfashionsales [03 Jan 2007|03:26pm]
Studded collars, studded denim jacket, mod and vintage dresses, the exploited, buzzcocks, patches, leopard print, zebra print, and more... )

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[03 Mar 2006|03:38pm]
I did a major friends cut... I kept only the people who I have become close with and/or read their journals. I guess I can keep this....

Don't ask me to add you back.
If I cut you, it's not necessarily because I don't like you,
I just never read your entries.

If you wish to contact me you may do so at garbadgecoma@gmail.com
orrrr myspace.com/catheterarmy"

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[17 Feb 2006|08:11pm]
livejournal sucks.
i be done.

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mehehehehe stolen from bridget. [02 Feb 2006|05:29pm]

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unusual stars [10 Dec 2005|11:00am]

forget everything
you were taught
and learn to dream

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from Euripides' Medea [05 Dec 2005|04:00pm]
MEDEA [within]
O great Themis and noble Artemis, [160]
do you see what I am having to endure,
when I'm the one who bound that cursed man,
my husband, with strong promises to me? 190
Oh, how I want to see him and his bride
beaten down, destroyed—their whole house as well—
for these wrongs they dare inflict on me,
when I've done nothing to provoke them!
O father and city, I left you behind
in my disgrace when I killed my brother.

CHORUS
Love with too much passion
brings with it no fine reputation,
brings nothing virtuous to men. 750
But if Aphrodite comes in smaller doses, [630]
no other god is so desirable.
Goddess, I pray you never strike me
with one of those poisoned arrows
shot from that golden bow of yours.

I pray that moderation,
the gods' most beautiful gift,
will always guide me.
I pray that Aphrodite
never packs my heart with jealousy 760
or angry quarreling.
May she never fill me with desire
for sex in other people's beds.
May she bless peaceful unions, [640]
using her wisdom to select
a woman's marriage bed.

O my country and my home,
I pray I never lack a city,
never face a hopeless life,
one filled with misery and pain. 770
Before that comes, let death,
my death, deliver me,
bring my days to their fatal end.
For there's no affliction worse [650]
than losing one's own country.

I say on this based on what I've seen,
not on what other people say.
For you are here without a city—
you have no friends to pity you,
as you suffer in this misery, 780
suffer in the harshest way.
The man who shames his family, [660]
who doesn't open up his heart
and treat them in all honesty—
may he perish unlamented.
With him I never could be friends.

MEDEA
As a man you're the worst there is—that's all
I'll say about you, no trace of manhood.
You come to me now, you come at this point, 550
when you've turned into the worst enemy
of the gods and me and the whole human race?
It isn't courage or firm resolution
to hurt your family and then confront them, [470]
face to face, but a total lack of shame,
the greatest of all human sicknesses.
But you did well to come, for I will speak.
I'll unload my heart, describe your evil.
You listen. I hope you're hurt by what I say.
I'll begin my story at the very start. 560
I saved your life—every Greek who sailed with you
on board that ship the Argo can confirm it—
when you'd been sent to bring under the yoke
the fire-breathing bulls, and then to sow
the fields of death. And I killed the dragon
guarding the Golden Fleece, coiled up there, [480]
staying on watch and never going to sleep.
For you I raised the light which rescued you
from death. I left my father and my home,
on my own, and came with you to Iolcus, 570
beneath Mount Pelion. My love for you
was greater than my wisdom. Then I killed
Pelias in the most agonizing way,
at the hands of his own daughters,
and then destroyed his household, all of it.
Now, after I've done all this to help you,
you brute, you betray me and help yourself
to some new wife. And we have children!
If you'd had no children, I'd understand [490]
why you're so keen on marrying this girl. 580
And what about the promises you made?
I don't know if you think the ancient gods
still govern, or if new regulations
have recently been put in place for men,
but you must know you've broken faith with me.
By this right hand, which you have often held,
and by my knees, at which you've often begged,
it was all for nothing to be touched like that,
by such a worthless man. I've lost all hope.
But come now. I'll sort things out with you, 590
as if you were a friend. I've no idea
what sort of kindness to expect from you. [500]
But let's see. The things I'll ask about
will make you look even more disgraceful.
Where do I now turn? To my father's house?
For your sake I betrayed my country,
to come here with you. Then should I go
to Pelias' daughters in their misery?
They'd surely welcome me with open arms,
since I killed their father. That's how things stand. 600
To my family I'm now an enemy,
and by assisting you I declared war
on those whom I had no need to injure.
For all the ways I've helped you, you made me,
in the eyes of many wives in Greece,
a lucky woman, blessed in many things.
But what a wonderful and trusting husband [510]
I have in you now, in my misfortune,
if I go into exile, leave this land,
with no friends, all alone, abandoned, 610
with my abandoned children. And for you,
what a fine report for a new bridegroom,
his children wandering round like vagabonds
with the very woman who saved his life.
O Zeus, why did you give men certain ways
to recognize false gold, when there's no mark,
no token on the human body,
to indicate which men are worthless.

Read the play in it's entirety: http://www.mala.bc.ca/~johnstoi/euripides/medea.htm

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[01 Dec 2005|12:59pm]
I'm on probation.

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[21 Nov 2005|04:48pm]
Noelle is 7 months pregnant.
meaning.. im off to florida soon to be with her.

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the Gits- Second Skin [21 Nov 2005|03:03pm]
I've thought about it a million times
It takes all my strength just to keep it calm
I hove to tell myself, just let it breathe
holding it inside will only help to do me in
Each time I close my eyes I see another chain
it's one I can't forget, something I can not break out of
I need a second skin, something to hold me up
can't seem to get out of this hole
I've dug myself right back in

Just to wake up tells me I must be brave
It hits me like a drug shot into my vein
It's not as delightful of a pain
immobilizing me
almost makes me think I'm dead
I need a second skin
something to hold me tough
Can't do it on my own
sometimes I need just a little more help
I want that chance to give every drop that's left in me
I need a second skin
something I can not break out of

I tell myself, just let it breathe
It's a calmness I'm always searching for
But the dirt it gets so heavy
it falls above my head
seeping from under my feet
it just keeps on getting deeper

I need a second skin
something to hold me tough
Can't do it on my own
sometimes I need just a little more help
I've got that chance to give every drop that's left in me
I need a second skin
something I cannot break free of

Though no one ever said it'd be easy
Still one's left to deny the choice that comes
between your willingness to survive
Though you're knowing what you stand up against
a world set to deceive
You need a special strength
I've got that second skin
I've got that chance to give
I've got the only way that I know how to live with it
I need a second skin
something to hold me tough
I need a second skin
something I cannot break out of


Seriously, this woman's voice will blow your mind.
Mia Zapata... RIP :(

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[06 Nov 2005|01:38pm]
better not stand in my way
better not rain on my day
better not feed on my prey
better not eat what i slay

better get loose on my tracks
better get free adn relax
better start my heart attack
better not stare at my rack

you shoulda not looked at my breed
you shoulda not planted my seed
you shoulda sucked dry on my weed
you shoulda not slaughtered my seed

you have to climb to the top of mt. everest to reach the valley of the dolls....

on the plateau,
the muscles of your legs can relax from climbing.
You stroll for a while, effortlessly.
Then you can fall down, free fall, or stay on the plateau.
Walk around, explore the plateau, until it gets old and you're sick of feeilng comfortable.

So you can fall,
Feel weightless as you fly.
It will only hurt for a sexond when you hit the ground, then you'll stop.

Then you can wake up again, and climb that plateau with a new set of legs.

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I WANT KITTIES! [01 Nov 2005|01:27pm]





















AND NOW HERES A RABID CHINCHILLA... TO EQUAL OUT THE ABUNDANCE OF CUTENESS.


muahhahaahhaa I EAT KITTIES

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[13 Oct 2005|09:29am]
I'm not dropping out. GOD.

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LAST DAY OF SKOOOL [12 Oct 2005|06:28pm]
Last day of school... that of course is me, smokin a cigar in the foyer.

Good fucking times.

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[11 Oct 2005|08:42pm]
If you're a dumb emo camera whore, I cut you from my friends list,
because nobody cares about your dumb fucking life.
ESPECIALLY not me. And I don't read it.

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[11 Oct 2005|06:15pm]

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[29 Sep 2005|02:19pm]
I miss snoogy time and broken nose eskimo kissies.

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[29 Sep 2005|02:16pm]
"He who makes a beast
of himself gets rid of
the pain of being a man."
-Dr. Johnson.


I'm living proof that is completely FALSE.... for women.

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